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You are valid, don't let anyone tell you you don't exist
Just punch them in the face and ask them if that's real enough for them
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Something really important I want alterhumans who may be struggling with mental issues or delusions is that you are no less alterhuman. As someone who struggles with delusions sometimes those can mix into your alterhumanity in a really annoying way. I hope you can one day get the help you need and enjoy your otherkinity however makes you happy! <3
Good morning witchlings, witches, wizards, deities, entities, people and other such alike.
This is your daily reminder that you are cared for and appreciated.
Also, can we all agree that bread (of any kind) tastes good? I feel like it isn't appreciated enough.
Also, have some cats (art is not mine!! idk the artist, I just found it, if you know who made it, please do tell me.)
NONBINARY ACE LEBIANS UNITE!!
It doesn't matter what you look like, it doesn't matter how old u r, it just matters that u love urself
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Reblog to let prev know their presence is wanted
what makes humans so beautiful is our diversity. we are intelligent creatures that cannot expect ourselves to fit into narrow labels of what we are āsupposed to beā.
explore your identity. educate yourself on how anti-queerness is rooted in racism and colonialism (specifically the erasure of nonwhite cultures and how it led to modern day issues). if you can find community, donāt be scared to connect to it. try new things. expand your horizons. see the empathy and compassion in the world.
open your heart. there is love in your soul and kindness in your veins. there is still enough time for you. i love you and all that you are. happy pride month. iām glad youāre alive and here to read this.
and if you feel like queer people are in anyway unnatural or wrong: reflect on what environmental and social factors led you to hold your current morals. do you have your own thoughts on these matters, or do you echo the voices of people who have thought for you?
I remember being driven in an ambulance to a mental hospital and I was making jokes (it's a coping skill of mine) and one of the doctors in the car told me that I was bright for my age and he wished more people were like me. Two weeks later when I was being transported by van to the residential facility and I was I little quieter but every now and then I would tell a joke or two. The guy driving the van turned to look at me and told me that I was such a fun person and that I had a future where I would finally be happy. I still remember his face and his name was Lauffe. He always laughed at my jokes for the months of my stay and was so friendly. While I was there I met so many amazing people and it pained me to see them going through so much shit. I cared about all of them and I still remember all of them. Emily, Vanessa, Alora/Ace, Jacob, Julio, Andreza, Cassy, and a few more. If you guys are reading this, it's potato and I still think about you guys and hope you're alright. People really do care... šš
I work in an ER and we see suicides all the time. And we get at least 3 suicidal ideations a night. We all care about you. I promise, we do. A team of complete strangers who have worked 3+ 12 hour shifts this week who are being screamed at all day and night and probably havenāt had lunch and trust me, we still love you and care about you.
We had a 16 year old patient last night who we couldnāt save. We were in that room with this patient for over an hour, we did everything we could. And let me tell you, we all cried. The EMTās, the nurses, the doctor. We all huddled together in the doctors dictation room and cried.
I went through the rest of my shift with smudged mascara and tracks on my cheeks.
I remember the names of all the patients that have taken their lives on my shifts.
I remember squeezing the hands, smoothing the hair, kissing the foreheads, and wiping away the blood and the vomit of every patient that has left me too soon.
I can still see every face that I have zipped into a body bag.
Trust me, someone cares about you. You have never met them yet. You donāt ever think about them. They are never remembered when you talk about heroes and role models.
But someone loves you.
Itās honestly so sad that someone can be filled with so much hate and malicious intention.š To go so far as tell some to take their own life is UNACCEPTABLE and to do it on anon makes that hateful person not only evil, but a coward. š¤š” Please please please, if anyone receives messages like these: Donāt listen š. I know Iām not alone when I you all are beautiful (or handsome), smart, funny, and so much more than the hate that gets needlessly thrown at you. Stay strong šŖ. Stay safe. We may not be physically able to be near but we are supporting you from a distance. We hear your stories and we love you. ā¤ļøĀ
To any suicidal followers I may have: This is a sign to not kill yourself. You are loved and the world is special because you are in it. Keep holding on.
-PLEASE REBLOG THIS YOU MAYBE ARE SAVING SOMEONES LIFE
You are special and amazing , If you need to talk or some help send me a dm and I will talk to you.
Donāt do it. There is someone out there who cares. If that is a person you know. in rl or from the internet doesnāt matter, if they actually care.
To any suicidal followers I may have: This is a sign to not kill yourself. You are loved and the world is special because you are in it. Keep holding on.
-PLEASE REBLOG THIS YOU MAYBE ARE SAVING SOMEONES LIFE
You are special and amazing , If you need to talk or some help send me a dm and I will talk to you.
almost done, one more part~
Creator and Creation: Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 5 | Part 6 | Part 7 | Part 8 | Part 9 | Part 10
Merry Christmas (/Happy holidays) to everyone out there!šāļøšāØļøššššš
Be sure to stay at a comfortable temperature wherever you are- Northern Winter or Southern Summer! Wish you all endless joy and love today and forevermore!ā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļø
May God (or whatever religion you practice) send you good cheer and vibes and hope!
Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays, everyone!šā¤ļø
*GIVES YOU A TRILLION BOOPS!*
A MILLION BOOPS IN RETURN!ššššš
You know, sometimes when life shows you your new job is close to a town your family lives in, take a chance and drive down that road. Take a moment to reflect and remember how life was back then compared to now. And if you want, play your tunes or the radio. Follow the road until you get to a point or where you need to go. There's no shame in driving down those familiar roads.
And if you can't drive yet or unable to, walk down the sidewalks and do the same thing in your neighborhood. You'll get the same feeling. How time has passed on and yet, you know the way to church or a relatives house. No shame in it.
Pssst
Hey, are you an artist or writer with WIPs?
Come here... I got a secret for you pssst come āere
You are all loved!
āYou should only send hearts to ppl youāre romantically involved withā
WRONG! BOUNDLESS PLATONIC LOVE, WARMTH, AND ENTHUSIASM BE UPON YE!!!ā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļø
To all you out there, have some of these little guys!š
Reblog to put one of these in your mutualsā pocket when theyāre not looking
For you, my best friend! *Thought I should send you a little love ā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļø!*
Thanks @lulufuntes! It helpsšš„°
One to everyone today!ā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļø
reblog to give the person you reblogged it from a little heart lollipop
I get it. Maybe you feel like nobody will relate. Maybe nobody wants to hear.
But there is always someone who will stop and listen to you talk. Whether it be God, your mom or dad, a family member you love, that best friend who sticks by you thick and thin (@lulufuntes š) or even that one coworker who asks you how you feel. Talk to them about how you feel.
Even if it feels cruddy, know it just may be a wanting to relate and way better than hiding it inside. And if that special person will wait for you and listen earnestly and wholly, keep them in your life. Cut out the ones who won't let you talk, they aren't worth it.
You matter, person out there. Go tell that person how you feel and let them comfort you. You are the world to them and they love you with their own heart. So never stop and think you are worthless. Because to one person, you are their world and light.ā¤ļø
You are always loved. Just find that one person and they will listen and tell you how special they are to you. Because you are special to them.
I donāt know who needs to hear this today, but you are loved even if you donāt know it. The best thing about hitting rock bottom is the only way you can go from there is back up again. Just keep fighting, youāve got this!
So I uh saw the newest leaks on jjk, and I wanted to be heavily comforted as I donāt know how to feel about it. Donāt worry this doesnāt contain the leaks, this is a what if scenario (info down below)
Hereās just some comfort as a what if, what if maybe after everything they somehow revive Gojo? I mean this Gojo right? Heās not a regular sorcererā¦right? This is honestly to comfort me, donāt come at me if heās truly truly gone.
Tw: Nightmares, fluff, Au of post canon where everything is saved and all, because I donāt know how the ending will go yet, ptsd, SPOILERS LIKE HUUUGE-
Poke poke
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poke poke poke
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poke poke poke po-
āALRIGHT, Iām up Iām yawn, up, wha- OW!ā His waist was still sensitive as heck, no wonder, he was slash- no, SPLIT, literally. Gojo groans as he blears out from his sleepiness due to the insistent poking, the poking who he assumes is coming from you, ālisten I know you want me up but could you turn on the lamp? It would be easier to se- yelp aghā¦shoulda warned me, gosh my eyes⦠rub rub I hope itās not to early, otherwise I wonāt be able to sleepā he continues to ramble out of sleep for a bit and turns to you, or more surprisingly, your back.
Now that he thinks about it you havenāt done or said anything, minus the poking of course. āHelloā¦? Uh your awakened husband is here, seriously you canāt just poke me awake as Iām recovering from, well I dunnoā¦MY BODY SPLITTING IN HALF and just remain in the edge all quiet and everything.ā He tried to sound playful but you didnāt move, it was almost like you didnāt hear him, and suddenly he felt chills.
What if maybeā¦he was still out there, rotting in half? What if he left you behind..? What if what if what if-
He didnāt realise he reached out for you unconsciously until he felt the warmth of your skin and you turned your head slowly, not enough for him to see your face but wellā¦enough for him to know you acknowledged his presence, he runs his fingers up and down your back āhey, uh, you okay? You woke me up and yet you seem soā¦distant and odd, love you know Iām here right?ā He hesitated before holding your shoulder, where he felt the trembling and realised why you werenāt facing him, why you were so quiet. You turned around facing him which confirmed it, you were crying. With this knowledge he wasted no time in sitting up at the headboard despite his waist screaming otherwise and trying to situate you in his lap, which came along with your protests;
āSatorou! No I canātā¦itās still healing!ā
āItās fine, itās fine, Iām alive and itās not like itās gonna fall off.ā
āItās still healing, what if it gets infected due to a blood clot or something! Satorou I canāt, even if you claim itās okay I wonāt be okayā¦so please..ā
The fear and helplessness is your voice is what got him to stop, so, rather than you sitting on his lap he had you both lie down and cuddle up to each other, making sure you were comfy while also proving he was comfortable aswell. He kept kissing your face, wherever his lips could touch as a gesture of comfort, he wanted you to feel, to know he was here, and he also wanted to know that he was here. He kept you against him while running his fingers up and down like earlier in a comforting manner, hoping to soothe you.
āā¦so, my scrumptious little dollop of happiness, love a-ā āSatorou don't you dare,ā you interrupted with a giggle, both cringing and giggling at the super long phrase he tried to give you āhaha! Just wanted to make you laugh, or atleast a it happier darling. Seeing that you giggled I had done an amazing job, right sweetheart?ā He said as he kissed your cheeks, to which you giggled.
āSeeing that my first job is done, we are moving to the second job!ā He said as his voice toned down slightly, āand that is finding out why you were crying when I woke up, my lovely spouse here shouldnāt be crying as I was sleeping, oh do tell me if it was the snoring, wait that explains as to why you were poking me aggressively!ā He said dramatically to which you chuckled āno no Satorou, Iām sorry I woke you up, I justā¦I had a horrible nightmare aboutā¦about you and I thought you wereā¦letās just say I needed you, I needed you talking to me, touching me, I mean the warmth is enough but you sleeping, considering how your body has beenā¦I just needed to see you aliveā You mumbled the last part out quieter but he caught it. He didnāt know that his sleeping was THAT bad, he was told by Shoko that he slept like a dead man, but to make his one and only think that too? It broke his heart seeing you crying because of him, because he looked dead, and while you trailed off he had a good idea as to what you might have dreamed about, sure you werenāt out there but you knew the contents of hisā¦death. Hmmā¦
āIs that so darling? Hmā¦what to do, this is rather a pickle isnāt it? Well as much as I would love to say that everything will be okayā¦I canāt confirm it considering the situation is still unknown,ā he murmured while stroking your hair, you tensed against him as you knew this, but didnāt want to hear it. āHowever, Yuji and Shoko both are on my case, they refuse to leave me alone, and are basically forcing me into temporary leave, heck maybe considering my condition they will force me to retire all together,ā he said with a joking tone which made you smirk. āI donāt know what will happen, for despite my amazing capabilities I cannot tell the future, if I could I wouldnāt have been split in half now would I? Heyā¦no I meant is as a joke, no Iām sorry I didnāt mean to dampen the mood..ā he said upon realising you were tensing, fretting over his words,ādamn itā¦I really suck with comforting don-ā āyes,āyou deadpanned.
āā¦haha, did you really need to call me out?ā He said awkwardly, when he got no reply he just continued running his hand up and down your back, the atmosphere eventually got comforting. The night was quiet, minus the ticking of the clock, and the wind outside, it was cozy and warm, safety was guaranteed, yet your trembling had yet to cease, he was about to speak up again when you interrupted him,
āI always hated your cockiness you know?ā He looked down at you, āI hated how you always assumed you would win due to your abilities, it was because of that, that you became reckless and lazy, and even when fighting against a formidable enemy you still remained confident no? How do you think I felt in regards to that?ā Gojo wasnāt stupid or deaf, you would always complain about his recklessness and how he could die, to which he would always brush off, one day it even lead in a fully fledged argument between you both, which lasted for days on end until you both broke the silence, realising that it wasnāt healthy for either of you to continue with this silence since you both had issues taking care of yourselves. Thatās not to say your worries ceased, nor his cockiness, but he promised to be more careful, and wellā¦he was cut in half. āI knew you know? I knew that the jobs were dnagerous and I knew you werenāt guaranteed a happy ending or anything, especially with your cockiness and all,ā happy ending? Damn you had unique phrases didnāt you.
āI hate you so much, I hate you for making me worry! I hate you for dying! I hate you for making me grieve and mourn!ā You kept crying over and over and letting your resentment be known until āI hate myself for being weak, for being unable to protect youā¦ā Gojo froze at that, while he was aware of your worries, he wasnāt aware of how it affected the image you projected onto yourself, the fact that you couldnāt help him on the field, the fact that he surpassed you miles ahead, and the fact that he basically died. He thought about it for a moment before finally speaking up:
āI wonāt lie to you, I havenāt necessarily been thinking about your needs on the field, or in general despite the fact that I love you. Getting stronger, teaching my students and defeating curses were mainly on my mind. For that, I am really sorryā¦but that doesnāt mean I loved you any less. If anything Iām at fault for not taking you into consideration, because the last thing I want to do is break my dearest spouses heart. Now that everything has changed, if there are curses they are most likely not strong, something I could take out within minutes, seconds evenā¦hey dont give me that look, Iām not being cocky.ā He trembled under your glare..
āOkay, maybe Iām being a little cocky, but that isnāt my point. The point is, the curses are weakened drastically and if thatās not the case then they are gone for good. Regardless of the outcome we donāt have to worry about danger, for we both are capable enough to defend ourselves, you with your self defence and me with my abilities. Donāt you see what this means?ā He wiped the stains off your cheeks. āJust because everything is over doesnāt mean the pain and suffering will go away immediately, heck maybe never, I know Yuji will be unstable for a while, but that isnāt all there is. Iām not young, but Iām not old either, same with you. We still have a life to lead you know?ā He pulled you against his chest while smiling, a soft smile reserved for his closest ones, like you. āSo letās live with happiness moving forward. Whenever you suffer Iāll be there to support you, just as I expect you to do the same. Let us live our lives to the fullest, like a normal married couple, it is my job as your husband to make you the happiest person alive no?ā He murmured softly. You listened intently while resting against his chest, and then you spoke up:
āCan you at least promise me that you will remain safe moving forward? That you will take care of yourself?ā You asked, looking at him expectantly, to which he hesitated a bit, to which you spoke up once again, āyou said it yourself, there are no more major threats with the curses, so you shouldnāt be out there fighting and returning home all banged up, so itās impossible for you to be able to break said promiseā¦unless you plan to pull something?ā You eyed him suspiciously to which he spoke up quickly,ā NO! I uhā¦I mean no, I wouldnāt dare, and your right about the cursesā¦so yes, I promise that I wonāt ever put myself in danger recklessly ever again, and that I will make sure I return to you, in one piece, not two- OW!ā He winced at your smack, however you were satisfied, and with that you snuggled up to him. A comfortable silence ensued again, until you asked one last question:
āSatorouā¦you said we would have a future of happiness earlierā¦what future do you envision when thinking of that? I mean I canāt expect life to be simple for you after everything thatās occurredā¦ā He was silent for a long time, until he replied, āhonestly I donāt know, I just tend to dream about your happy face, and me being by your side, touching you, kissing you, loving you, and living a happy life with each other, heck maybe even with a child,ā he smiled at the thought.
āā¦then letās make it come true.ā You finalised, to which he looked down raising an eyebrow. āLetās make your dream come true, for that is now my dream as-well! A dream like thatā¦is a thousand times better than the nightmares.ā You said with sparkling eyes, the first genuine emotion of happiness you showed that night.
He smiled, but didnāt say anything, he didnāt need to, for all his words could be felt with his eyes, hands and body. He wanted nothing more then to secure that future, and so he squeezed you a bit tighter, to which you reciprocated, and just like that, both you and him dreamed.
He dreamed of you, your smiling face, your laughter, your iconic glaring face, you scolding him, and just living a happy life.
You dreamed of him, his smiling, his laughter, his face when he is trying to hide from your scolding. A happy life with a happy man, and even a glimpse of a child, a child you desired to have with him.
You both didnāt know if the world would even be safe, and knew that a āhappily ever afterā was near impossible for sorcerers or those within the circle, especially with someone like Gojo who had been different from the other sorcerers. However the world had changed for the better, you both knew that, so maybe, just maybe, his ending that intertwined with yours, and continues intertwining, could change too. However all you could do was dream in the meantime.
Nightmares became less common after that night.
*Credits to the amazing manga of JJK, also GOJO PLEASE COMEBACK ALIVE* *I hope you enjoyed! Mind you Iām not into JJK as a whole so I donāt understand the lore, please correct me if I do get things wrong!Also IM ALMOST DONE WITH SCHOOL AND FINALS AAAAA*
That is SO true. āš» My family does this all the time, and I hate it. š
Donāt ever let anyone get you down (too much or for too long,) and donāt let it define your worth. ā¤ļøāš„ YOU ARE ENOUGH.
Donāt listen to the lies.
Please, spread this for those who might need it right now
U.S. suicide hotline: call or text 988 (available 24 hours)
U.S. trans lifeline: (877) 565-8860 (when you call, youāll speak to a trans/nonbinary peer operator. full anonymity and confidentiality)
Substance Abuse and Mental Health Services Administration (SAMHSA) National Helpline: 1-800-662-HELP (4357) ā provides 24/7 confidential support and referrals for individuals and families facing mental health and substance use disorders, including panic attacks and anxiety.
LGBT National Help Center: (888) 843-4564
Trevor Project: Call (866) 488-7386, text START to 678-678, or chat online.
Take care of yourself and each other. Please stay safe ā”
sending love out tonight to everyone who is progressively losing their abilities, whether that's movement, ability to walk, eyesight, or hearing.
it's hard to come to terms with the fact that you can't do things that you used to be able to do. I'll be honest, it feels like you're losing control of your life. it can feel very isolating and hopeless. its scary and overwhelming, and it's so hard to deal with.
you are not less than just because you can do less. im proud of you for still being here, and i wish you ease with adjusting to new ways of life. please take care of yourself, i love you.
WAAHHG ā¹ļøā¹ļøš
You are loved.
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As an autistic person, I didnāt have this experience, because I not only have had a loving and unusually accepting family all my life, Iāve had a friend group almost entirely made up of fellow neurodivergent people. But some of my autistic friends have had this experience. I try to reassure them that someone will love them for who they are, that for some friendships, there arenāt any lines at which their friends will get sick of them. I will never get sick of someone for being ātoo autisticā and cut them out of my life. At times, I may get sick of a certain behavior and need a break from that particular thing, but I will come back, and there are others, autistic and not, who are the same way. I want everyone reading this to know: there are people who would love you as you are, even if you havenāt met them yet. And if you feel alone, feel free to message me; I may be just a stranger on the internet, but if I can help someone by listening and being there and being the friendly oddball I am, Iād be glad to.
Some reposts from Insta because itās not easy rn
Stay safe, take your meds, and donāt forget to eat and drink water.