Tw Restrictive Ed - Blog Posts

7.06.2024

I got my period 🥲👍

(Being AFAB sucks)

Anyway I only had coffee in the morning again. I'm starting to get used to skipping breakfast.

At around 12AM I went out and got a haircut (super happy with it)

A little bit later I had some pearl barley with a lot of seasoning (it made it taste super spicy but that's fine, I like my food super seasoned)

Oh, I also finished the bag!

Later that day I went ahead and started making another one in different colors. I can give you guys my Vinted username if anyone is interested in purchasing something like this from me.

Then me and my mom went to the mall. Along with some yarn and food for my rat, I got some drinks and my favorite guilt free bars

(Haven't tried this flavor yet)

As a snack, I had an energy drink and some konjac jelly (peach flavor, my fav)

Around 8PM I had dinner: two boiled eggs with generous amount of salt (cuz I physically cannot eat eggs without salt), some toasted bread and grapes

Calorie-wise it was my biggest meal but it was also super good and filling <33

My total was: 614kcal

(please do not try to repeat what I'm going here, it's very unhealthy, I'm not trying to promote ED to anyone in any way, I'm just showing you guys what I happened to eat today and that's literally it)

Ok but why is baby food so good

Losing weight so that when I wear baggy clothing and someone calls me fat, instead of crying about the fact that they are correct, I can lift my shirt up and show them what a pile of bones I am and prove them wrong.

If you got some workouts/workout routines that DON'T grow your obliques and make your waist and whole body appear thinner, drop them in the comments. Please. Or if you can't comment, dm me. 🎀

I feel my stomach growling :3

what I eat in a day

125g raspberries - 54 cals

369g green apple - 192 cals

350g boiled broccoli - 95 cals

exercise: -120 cals

net worth: 220 cals

All my mother and aunt talk about are their diets and how little/ healthy they eat.

10/10 trigger

thinking back to when I was underweight 💕

can‘t wait to be there again

I love that I can burn some extra calories bc of wounds healing

Just relapsed to distract myself from eating and the high is hitting HARD

Okay being super vulnerable by sharing this but this is my weight loss so far. I’m 5’4” and this is from 208.4 to my current weigh in of 152.8

I’m not where I want to be yet but I’ve made so much progress.

**Edit: the pictures in the purple were taken 4/22/22 and the pictures in the orange were taken 9/18/23 so this is well over a year. I was also postpartum

Until I reach my next weight goal I am going to only eat the amount of calories that I burn. I weighed in this morning so I will post daily weigh ins until then and we’ll see how long it takes

Next goal is 148.4

9/10: 160.0

9/11: 157.4

9/12: 154.6 & I got my period today 🙄

9/13: 154.6

9/14: 154.0

9/15: 153.4

9/16: 152.8

9/17: 152.6

9/18: 152.4

9/19: 151.9

9/20: 151.2

9/21: 151.2 😠