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I give up guys I'm staying fat 😔 (I'm still gonna feel guilty about eating though)

I've literally just bounced around the same 20 pounds for the last few years

💕please always get vitamins in whenever you can and eat low cal and high protein food whenever possible!!!💕

"A skirt should be the size of a belt" 😝

I'm gonna try to do specific workouts for a thigh gap I'll tell you how it goes😆

bodycheck

I can like almost fit both of my hands around my thighs lol like a 2 inch gap 😝 unfortunately I do not have a thigh gap 😔😔😔😔

my stomach sticks out now it never did before idk what to do about it

I'm gonna KMS I GOT A BANANA SPLIT AND ITS 1030 CALORIES 🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬

ITS TOO LATE TO THROW IT UPPPPPP WTFFFFFF

my omad was ice cream 😝

I always look skinnier laying down

I miss when my ribs showed 😔😔😔😔😔

I keep on trying to get my mom to be okay with me (TRYING TO) model and shes like no it's such a toxic place it promotes eds and they'll want you to lose weight and show your ribs and I'm just like....I'm actually wanting that already

I hate the fact that I naturally have a wide rib cage 🙁🙁🙁🙁🙁 No matter how much weight I lose or how skinny I get I won't have the super tiny waist and the slim upper body ☹️☹️☹️

lightning makes it always look different lol

it looks like I'm fat but I have abs 😭

BODYCHECKKKKK 😝😝😝😝

I actually love the first pic omg💕

let's just say my stomach looks like that cuz I ate a lot tonight 😝

also my pants are actually so unflattering there's literally no way to look good in them

Got my period. Binged. Purged. Cried.

have you ever taken pictures and think you look good and then it's like woah reality check 😓😓😓😓

I finally realized that I gain weight when I eat more than usual!!!!! yayyyyy (I'm joking I want to cut the fat right off of me)

tw bodycheck at the bottom (I look kinda fat bruh 🙁)

the urge to slit my wrists is insane ngl but I kinda wanna make one of these my pfp which one should I do??? I hate vertical pics so much they make my face look so long 😭

random outfits 😝 tw for talking about Ed stuff under it tho

that is a actual wedding dress lol

I need to find better places to take pictures omg

I had the best vacation but I can't wait to eat less again 😭😭 it's so weird to eat 3 meals a day

does anyone else just want to purge? I just really want to at random times and it's really hard not to 😕

Can't wait to lose weight 💕

y'all I'm literally so clever for thinking of that omg 😝

this is literally the most basic fit on earth but whatever 😓

also I don't actually have a thigh gap I'm just doing the thing where I lean forward lol

why does my face look so weird 😭

i hate how different my thighs look when I sit down vs standing up

IT LOOKS DECIVINGLY LIKE I ALMOST HAVE A THIGH GAP BUT THEN WHEN I SIT DOWN THEY RUB TOGETHER AND ITS SO BADDDDDDD

YALL IF YOU WANT TO BE TRIGGERED GO WAYCH ONCE UPON A TIME IN HOLLYWOOD OMFG

there's some hippies in it and they are all like so so pretty AND thin omg I just like to look at thinspo pictures I think they're just so nice but they just give me a vague feeling of want BUT THIS MOVIE MOTIVATED ME LIKE HELL 😭😭😭😭

idk why the pose is weird but like the outfits are bomb in the movie too

4n4 tip:

make an actual calender/list so you can cross off the days you were on track

being able to see your sucess/ streak will keep you motivated

My father said he could last longer not eating

And I REALLY doubt that

All my mother and aunt talk about are their diets and how little/ healthy they eat.

10/10 trigger

thinking back to when I was underweight 💕

can‘t wait to be there again