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retro style fullbody commission for kitgxts on toyhou.se! didnt draw in this style for some time now.. i rly like how i rendered this :o)

by the way.. a fullbody like this is 13€ (price may vary for more complex designs (~3€)) :o)

drew an OC i got from my brother some time ago, i never figured out a way to draw him but i think i (finally) like the way he looks in this :o)

art of a sona i recently designed for myself :o)

aaaand more art of said new sona chilling with THE Animal Crossings EVER ‼️‼️💥💥💥

i had Rasher and Punchy on my old Wild World island, i miss them 💔💔 currently playing the game a lot again tho so im hoping to get both again soon..

did this over on my tiktok (cupnoodle.astronaut)! feel free to suggest characters here as well :o)

(UPDATE: As of October 1st, my washing machine is working, but the other stuff still applies)

Hey guys.

I really hate asking for help here, but this is important.

So. My washing machine broke, and I can't do laundry.

Laundromats cost money, and in terms of money, my family and I aren't doing so hot. Money is tight and going to laundromats is going to make it even tighter. And if I can't afford the laundromat, I'll have no clean clothes to wear.

My aunt likely isn't going to do anything to help, and she'll just blame my mom for it like she does with everything bad that happens.

Even if the washer was working fine, I'm on a time limit. My aunt wants to have a room for her granddaughter (my cousin's daughter), and that means one of us is going to have to leave or be forced to leave.

I've been doing this program (that I can't go in the specifics of because I don't want to doxx myself) that will help me get a job in the future, but it's at least 10 sessions, Monday to Friday, and I'm only on session 3.

And even then it's gonna take a bit for me to actually get a job.

I want to get out of my house and move somewhere that isn't this.

The house hasn't been tended to by my aunt, and she refuses to do anything about it.

My mom is disabled and can't fix it. Even if she was capable, my aunt should have to be the one to help the house not turn to shit, because my aunt owns the house.

Living here has been an absolute nightmare. For 4 years now, I have had to endure my sibling falling through the floor and getting their leg stuck, me falling down the stairs into literal sewage, using entire bins to collect rainwater from the roof, one of the cats getting an infection from his wart (that had been getting worse each day and she did NOTHING), dealing with fruit flies and roaches multiple times, stepping in cat shit regularly, and having to hear the dogs whine and bark because one has their fur falling out and has a rash because he's allergic to the dog food he eats and the other has severe hip problems due to being in cages 24/7.

The only reason why my family is even here in the first place is due to us not being able to afford living where we lived before, and my aunt took us in.

I've tried to make things work, to find the positive side of things, but living here has taken a toll on my health.

The only source of income my family has at the moment is child support and food stamps.

I almost never ask for help, especially not online, but my family could really use the money.

I do commissions, and my cash app is $AriAnimates79.

If you want to commission me or even donate, it's be much appreciated.

I have a bigger audience here on this blog, although I'll be reblogging it to my others as well.

Anything helps, even reblogging.

Thanks in advance.

Strawman by Levi Robinheart [lyrics]

You’re a tunnel and the wind is your bully Blood-red wine will drip down your straws Your throat is coated in dust, mind you A testament to your sold-out heart

I’m a garage made for anyone to sleep in I’ll hold your boxes if you just shut the door Don’t wake the walker in his sleep, mind you He’d bound to cry another night for you

[CHORUS: I couldn’t tell if there’s too much I couldn’t tell if it’s not enough It’s so strange the way that the weather turns a dime I couldn’t say if that’s the way I felt but I’m sure glad that you’re here You can sew me up, I’ll be fine with that You just sew me up, I’ll be fine with that ]

Nobody gives the kid their orders Nobody gives the girl away Nobody’s old with the rest of them Somebody love Nobody’s body away

A phantom in the alley sings their heart out ‘cause they can’t find a single word to say And when the singin’s done and there’s nowhere else to go the Strawman brings his hat along the way

[CHORUS]

I bet a pencil could go writin’ through my forearm A squish would send me flat along the floor You’re here to kiss me, I’m here to kiss you too if to keep myself from headin’ out the door

My blood is low now and beauty seems so easy You make me wish that I was older by a day There’s nothin’ in my coat I wouldn’t give, mind you, to have the salt across my tongue another time

[CHORUS] x 2

You just sew me up, I’ll be fine with that

I’ll Be With You Soon by Levi Robinheart [lyrics]

Well I been wastin’ here for weeks just simply thinkin bout the calories I know I’ve had it all before so what’s one more While you been sleepin’ on your car and dreamin’ bout the touch that broke your heart Your diner’s flickerin’ with light I hope you haven’t changed your mind about missin’ me

[CHORUS: And I’ll be with you soon Do you think it’s true then the kids come pourin’ in to the sink It’s my fault Kick it along and share the pain with me and I’ll be runnin’ along the fence Do your thing I know I missed the night so pois’nously with the tea It’s their fault K-keep it cold for me and I know I’ll be with you soon ]

Well you been floodin’ all the tubs and losin’ money on your reccin’ clubs I’m wearin’ sunscreen for the fun I ate a gun We can talk about your dad I missed the way your music makes me sad We’ll string our LEDs around a movie with no sound This building sounds like love

[CHORUS]

Another harbinger to go I swear your slapstick never let me go I’ll take your em’nate vertigo I want to go go go go go! You’ve got a cycle on your phone An’ your Manga Carta’s gonna take you home You feel the pavement on the lawn but you’ve brought the drinks in on and on and they disintegrate my bones

We’re tossin’ boulders on the shore Your clothes are kickin’ down the door And I love your belly button more Don’t tell me what your friends are for We’ll lose the bats in the sky You’ve met the perfect guy Don’t mind the way that you lie in the car with your head pointed out to the wind We’re drivin’ out into the wind

[CHORUS] x 2

I’ll be with you soon Yeah, keep it cold for me and I know I’ll be with you soon

End of Term by Levi Robinheart [lyrics]

Look out the window it’s time for the sanitization Calm down sailor the end’s just an anchor aweigh Well you killed any love that I had for the organization So write your letter but we all know what you’re gonna say

[CHORUS: I couldn’t wait I couldn’t wait for the end of term It’s been a long day comin home I couldn’t wait I couldn’t wait for the end of term It’s been a long day comin home ]

You tried, buddy but you can’t depend on your slander now The boots of the people will stain all the back o’ your coat Was it worth it to try holdin back all the Mountain Due? Was it worth it to shout at the crowds just to end up alone?

[CHORUS]

Roll out the carpet our friend here is takin a final bow You’ll look your best when you’re givin your closin speech And there’s no defendin your ass now the grownups’ll take it from here now say hi to the devil when you get back home from the beach

[CHORUS]

It’s been a long day comin home It’s been a long day comin home It’s been a long day comin home

Gala To-Night/Give Me Your Brains by Levi Robinheart [lyrics]

Sorry to the back room If it feels like a joke I might’ve kissed your eyes If the fireworks weren’t on my mind But solar fields are passing And it smells like carbon dead So I’ll shove away the traffic Cause it’s a gala tonight Yes it’s a superrage inside

/

Habilitation can make me nervous I met your eyes and you met my purple friend I’m not a hero, but I got no plans ‘cause I’m in the red Could you potentially Kill my sober? oh Tell me when tell me when it’s over You make me feel so useful Do you think it feels like just that type of night?

Give me your brains tonight And let me show you how I can be useful Give me your face tonight just if you want to I can be useful! Bet it’d be nice To drown in you Just say the word and kiss me while I’m blind With a break With a heart to die-ie-ie-ie-ie-ie-ie

You make me shiver You make me sweat I’ll let you drink my blood Why don’t we give these people a show? It’s not a dance if nobody’s desperate To leave To go I can’t sit still, I could swear that you made me There’s so much hate to be had To be made with you Or anyone else who wants to I just need anyone else to want to

Give me your brains tonight And let me show you how I can be useful Give me your face tonight just if you want to I can be useful! Bet it’d be nice To drown in you Just say the word and kiss me while I’m blind With a break With a heart to die Cause let’s face it My dreams already flie-ie-ie-ie-ied And all that’s left is you

(Give me honey, baby give me fame I got a batch full o’ patches from out o’ state I don’t care whatcha feel I just care watcha make and you’re makin me feel like the spots in your face, I’m a ghost, facedown, facin drugs all around All the colors get noisy some nights but I’m tryin, yeah I’m tryin, yeah I’m tryin real hard to fly)

Break, Give me a break I’ve never owned a reason to chew so hard this way And take, God please just take Cause I’m a worm who wants to keep this dream awake Break, Cut me a break And let me know how it feels to blush where tears have stained Take, Please just take Well, it’s alright if you don’t want me anyway

Do you think it feels like just that type of night?

(come on, one more time!)

(Give me honey, baby give me fame I got a batch full o’ patches from out o’ state I don’t care whatcha feel I just care watcha make and you’re makin me feel like the spots in your face, I’m a ghost, facedown, facin drugs all around All the colors get noisy some nights but I’m tryin, yeah I’m tryin, yeah I’m tryin real hard to fly)

Give me your brains tonight And let me show you how I can be useful Give me your face tonight just if you want to I can be useful! Bet it’d be nice To drown in you Just say the word I’ll give you everything I have Everything I have! Just let me give you my brains! I’ll give you my brains! Give you my brains! Give you my brains!

It’ll never feel the same At least not fully But pull you through me And gently hold my Brains

Musical Lips by Levi Robinheart

Feels like I just woke up Where's that music comin from? I don't remember drivin' over but somethin' just told me I should get less comf'table 'Nd I never seem to say what I mean but I swear I mean it now Keep an eye on your friends Drink up your insecurities with me if you haven't got a number

Well you sang (you sang) your heart out, Miss Yesterday (Miss, Miss, Miss Yesterday) But you'll come back some other way And we'll blame all the rain on the door and the frame 'Cause life just happens anyway

It's almost New Year's Day Champagne has found its wings They're cryin' out for one more heartache One round of musical lips is passing by (yiay-yiay-yaiy-yiay-yiay-yiay-yiay)

Been watchin' him all night Oh, you gotta be quicker than that I pictured there'd be fewer bodies n' voices that I could save it and just talk to him He cannonballs on all my bills And I spent too much of my year just starin' at the dreams of livin' things I think my watch is broken

'Nd if I'm alone ('Nd if I'm alone) when it plays (when it plays) I get the privilege of my own face (my own face) 'Nd I'll save my hoorays for the mornin' bidet Hell, I'll just send it anyway

It's almost New Year's Day Champagne has found its wings They're cryin' out for one more heartache One round of musical lips is passing by I know it's okay I just hate to hear you say it once again Can't shake the question: "Will it ever be?" Babe, it's almost New Year's Day So here I'll stay

(sick kazoo solo)

I don't remember (don't remember) All the yesterdays (all the yester, all the yesterdays) What did I want?  Honey, what did I say? Give me a moment while I pick up my pace with the truck that's been comin' up the highway

It's New Year's Day Champagne has found its wings They're cryin' out for one more heartache One round of musical lips is passing by I know it's okay I just hate to hear you say it once again Can't shake the question: "Will it ever be?" Baby, it's New Year's Day And nothing's changed